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Rofl, leave me a retarded comment (oh, better watch out for being called a retardphobic person next) and then respond to my message without even taking into consideration the fact that it's a personal page and then block me before I can respond? And you tell me to grow up. *shakes his head* Self-rightous dushe bags make me chuckle.

Oooh, apparently I'm a homophobic person because I chose to say the word faggot on a journal entry. Well Chrysanthemia, it's rather simple really. You don't like what I write, get the fuck off my page. Have a good night.

So apparently on October 3rd I have been on AP for 3 years. Damn it does not feel like that long at all. Three fucking years and I didn't even know it's been more then a year and a half. Time flies. I've got poetry to write.

Oh yeah, one more thing. I dislike when people have the same quote or kismets. They confuse me and I somehow always end up connecting the two as if they were one person and sometimes that infuriates me because it plays tricks on my mind. Random ramble. That is all. o.O

I'm so fucking tired right now but I can't seem to shut down. The darkness of my room feels like it's entombing me. The flickering light from the muted television is to bright, the room to quite but once the television is no longer muted the room is far to loud. My body aches a bit and I'm not sure why and my cat seems to think it's play time. I'll eventually crash but it can't come soon enough at the moment. I'm mentally drained and emotionally tired from the lack of sleep the last couple of days. On a more pleasant note today wasn't so bad. Thank you love. Were it not for you today would have been unbearably boring. You came through for me and I hope tomorrow is even better. You have no idea how much I appreciate your help. Now if only I could sleep. I'll lay here in the darkness for another hour or so after I finish this and we'll see how that goes. If nothing else I'll go play that new Smackdown Versus Raw video game my sister just got. That boring shit will knock me out for sure. *tries to smile*

Sometimes the best offense to fix a problem is knowing how to say sorry when you fuck up.

I really really really hope it's not going to be one of those days...

Today was okay, I guess.

Tonight was the best night I've had in a while. And it's all thanks to my girl. Thank you baby!

Today was fucking awesome. Thanks honey!

Another awesome day. We're on a roll baby

Yesterday was a good day. :)

My father is so stupid. He goes outside today and happens across a yard sale as they are closing up. They ask him if he knows anyone who wants a bunch of stuff they couldn't sell. They said they'd give it away for free. He hears the world free and goes banannas and so now we have a beat up ugly ass cassette tape player with a freaking record turn table on top with no where to put it. The record part doesn't work, the cassettes only work on one side and the speakers look like someone hid pot in it at one time and then ripped the cloth covering off in an attempt to retreive the stash. It's embarassing to have in my house. My mom hates it, my brother and I think it's laughable and my sister thinks it's hideous. Why can't he take a fucking hint? He says he's going to fix the speakers but he always says he'll fix this and fix that but he never does and my brother and I end up having to take it to the garbage in about 2 months because he loses interest. He's really fucking annoying and to top it all off the thing is fucking HUGE it seriously looks like two cases of soda stacked on top of each other, painted black with a bunch of buttons. God, I hate the way he is sometimes...

Ever been in the mood to just pin your girl against the wall and kiss her like there is no tomorrow? Ever wanted to rip her clothes off and run your hands all over her? Ever wanted to just throw her on the bed and have a good old fashioned, hardcore, in your face fuck? Yeah, there right now. And there's no need to comment on this people, you'll just piss me off. Like really piss me off.

Don't you just love getting woken up by the ruckus caused by a hillbilly falling down the stairs and then moaning for an hour about how hurt his knee is? Gay...

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PAGAN
13:41 Oct 18 2010

...not quite a hillbilly but the dude nextdoor to me (Billy), falls down his stairs then spends hours the next day screaming at the housing association for having the audacity to put the stairs there in the first place (dunno how he'd get into his flat without them though theres no lift) and always (I say always because it happens every week) forgets to mention the fact he's been drinking himself stupid and thats why he falls...Dont you just love the silly-billys...

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After an hour and a half of endlessly spamming Vanilles Death spell, I finally have my growth egg. Go me! *thumbs up*

I try so hard. So very very hard. Here's hoping I didn't fail yet again. *crosses his fingers*

So I don't get to sleep until around 3Am right? Psht, whatever because I do that every now and again. Sometimes more then others, same old samd old for an insomnic. Well, I get woken up around 5 by my cat scratching on the bathroom door. So I'm thinking he's just being a dick because sometimes he does that, same old same old for Cyrus. Sometimes he likes causing racket when people are trying to sleep and then he runs off and hides so you can't scold him only to jump out at you and tag you with his paw when you decide to go back to bed. Well, I put the pillow over my head and fell back asleep. At 7 I get woken up again because I dream I'm hearing water pour into my room. Yeah, you guessed it. No dream. My roof was leaking. We have two apartments upstairs right? Only one is occupied by Hillbillys. The other empty. Well apparently they either over flowed their toilet uber uber uber lots or some how a pipe between floor and celing burst but needless to say I have a mess to clean up once he gets here to stop the leak. He said he'd grab a cup of coffee and take a breathing treatment (He has COPD) and he'd be here and he usually is. Thing is, that leak is HORRIBLE cat box is completely filled to the point of over flowing onto the carpet and I had just put the last of my clean litter in there (planned on getting more today, so now we have to for two reasons) and the carpet in both the shower room (dual bathrooms at my place. One for toilet and sink and one for showerbathtub) and in my room is completely soaked in the area by the bathroom (toilet one) door and the window (in the shower room). Side note? I never quite understood the concept of carpet in the shower area. That's just asking for trouble in my eyes but I didn't build the place so, Meh. So needless to say I'm pissed that my sleep was disturbed as this will likely lead to a nap later which will mess my sleeping patterns up even more because I'm the kind of person who can't take naps unless I'm sick. I'm annoyed because it seems like the roof is always leaking because of the tennants upstairs for some reason or another and frankly I'm sick of it, and I feel bad for yelling at Cyrus because now I know why he was scratching on the door, he heard the water, and I'm sore because I cleaned the shit out of my room yesterday and my back hurts from moving the bed. I almost tripped with it and I twisted around weird so I'm like "Ouch" now with bending over. Anyway, I've hade a very eventful morning. Lets see what the rest of the day brings.. -.-



(Baby, before you jump to conclusions, I didn't txt to tell you first on account of me knowing you were extra tired. I wasn't being a dick or anything, just considerate. Take it how it is love.)

So I watched Splice. I was going to do the whole review thing for my girl but since she doesn't like scary movies (even if I'm just trying to include her by telling her) so anyone can read this and take what you will from it.



The bad: The pacing is really slow at first and doesn't pick up much through out the movie. I think they wanted to build suspense but they kinda went a little too long with the wait. They leave out a bit of the background story. Once you get to the farm they should have about 15 minutes of flashback where Elsa rememberstells Clyde or whatever his name is about her mom. There's so much left unsaid there and you can totally feel it. They should have either done it at the beginning as a sort of prologue or at the point where they get to the farm. It should have been included so it left a little more then needed to the imagination. Incest is bad. Period. You'll see when you watch it.



The Good: The hybrid was very nicely done. They showed it advancing nicely as well. I like the one that favors a small rodent with no arms. As it grows up I think they handle it very well. I'm talking about the facial features and the way they portrayed it. I like the child like nature at first and then how it matures as its body does. It's really well done. Once the hybrid is grown enough to be teen like that's where it really picks up. I like the part where it starts to fall of the barn but saves itself. That's wicked. They have so much they can do with that hybrid. It's an excellent idea and I hope they put more into the development if a sequel is planned. I'll totally see it.



Overall: Semi decent acting, great idea, awesome hybrid and a decent presentation. I love the concept. My rating? 3 out of 5. Would be a 4 out of 5 if they had added more about Elsas past. I say rent it. Yeah, rent it. Well what are you waiting for! lol

Okay, one simple question. Does anyone else think the monster in the movie Cloverfield looks like Sinn from Final Fantasy X? Oh, come on you know you think so too!

Okay, couple of things tonight. XD



1.) I just read on yahoo news how they've discovered a shit fuck lot of stars all gathered together in a cluster fuck. I'm interested in those kinds of things. Not cluster fucks but stars and space in general. I'm not going to come here and say I know what and how and why and where and when and all that nonsense but I do want to point out one single thing. Why must everything scientific be instantly commented on by religious people stating 'It's gods doing, he made this and this and that' okay, well you can believe what you want. For those of us who disagree, I'd rather not read your comments which do nothing to contribute to the actual article. If I wanted to read religious stuff, I'd go to church or read the bible. That's precisely why I hated doing solar system\galaxy mumbo jumbo reports in school because I always got paired with the religious fanatic who would love nothing more then to shove his or her bile down my throat in an attempt to make me "see the light." I'm all for freedom of speech and religion but when someone calls you "ignorant" because you don't believe in their god? That's going to far. Same with people who aren't religious faggin on the Jesus huggers. It's their choice to believe in a savior zombie who came back to earth not in search of brains but enlightenment. (Yeah, right. It was brains) and before you people go on saying "Oh, but JustinDupree is a hipocrite because he's making fun of jesus wanting brains? I suggest you take the time to realize I'm attempting to make this whole serious conversation lighter by making fun of jesus. To be fair though, if his father "god" does exist he's probably lauging his ass off at all the non believers but kicking himself for making that "must forgive all endlessly" rule in the bible. Everyone still wins. That's all I'm saying on that. :)



2) There are no good werewolf books! Wtf? I mean don't get me wrong, I like vampires far more then puppy people but come on! Why can't someone write a decent werewolf book. Or lycan, or spirit wolf transformer robot in disguise thing. I'd read it, if it was good. I'd even boot leg a Ebook version of it and read it multiple times. ;)



3) I'm going to watch Splice tonight. Totally looking forward to it. I've been waiting for it since I saw the trailer last year and so I'm totally going to post my thoughts on here about it since it's going to be epic. (I hope it's not like Mothman Prophices. I waited for 2 years to see that movie only to be bored off my ass to the point where I flipped the channel off and decided to watch Operation Repo instead. I hate that fat chick. She annoys me to no end but I digress)



4) Too much candy corn. That's why I'm hyper. Sue me.

You know what bugs me? People who write journals or kismets or put in their profile the following or a form of the following sentence.



"So and so is my brother, sister, boyfriend, girlfriend, husband, wife, friend and if you mess with him\her I will kill, maim, hunt you down, eat your babies, torture you and or harm anyone you know, love, care about, met at the mall, dialed the wrong number to ten years ago and you will regret it"



All I can say is Wow... Really? What the hell are you people going to do huh? Come to my house and beat me down because I think So and so is a noob at Killzone 2? Are you going to seriously blow my house up because I think So and so has horrible taste in books and such? Torture my half cousin because I think So and so has bad fashion sense? Really? Just so you people know, no one is scared of you. No one takes your threats seriously and no one is paying attention to sentences, paragrahs, or short stories saying such. If you're like me? I just skip paragrahs like that in a profile completely and I won't even read journals like that. Kismets? I won't even rate the profile until they change. I'm pickey because I think people like that are cowards. \rant. That is all.

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PAGAN
13:22 Oct 15 2010

... just imagine how scarey this would be:

MESS WITH MY FAMILY I'LL MESS WITH MY FONT!

lol Im quaking at my keyboard

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JustinDupree
18:37 Oct 15 2010

ROFL!

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So I just finished watching the third movie for Dragon Ball Z about 2 hours ago right? The one titled The Tree Of Might? Apparently it's supposed to be watched (in order for the series) after the battle with the sayians right? Well before Vegeta and Nappa get to earth Piccolo trains Gohan and after one year of training he pulls off his tail. Simple enough right? Then, during the battle with Vegeta it grows back only to be chopped off by Vegeta for a second time. All is fine and good in the land of DBZ up until this point. BUT in The Tree Of Might after meeting that Turley guy his tail miraculously grows back and after Turley throws the ball of light to mimic the moon he transforms into a giant ape again. My only question is this. How the fuck can his tail grow back twice! lol. Sorry, rambling but it's seriously bugging me. XD

Thank you for your help tonight baby, I couldn't have done it without you. I love you more then you'll even know.



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ik6Cmqzh0tA

It's sad isn't it? Even when I'm fucking furious, I can't press that send button at the top of the email. I can't do it. I can't bring myself to say mean things to you. I can't bring myself to hurt you with angry words. I can't do it. I can't act like I'm two because I don't want to see you in pain. Irony isn't it? That I can sit here and take all the punishment you want to dish out but I can't for the life of me cause you harm? Yeah, you'll give me shit for writting this but you need to hear it and frankly? You seem to respond better to what you read here. After you cool down from yelling about me not writting about things like this in here? You always seem to come around. I'm counting on that this time. And if it doesn't work this time I'll probably be destroyed. But hey, I'll still love you in death.

I might as well tattoo fuck up to my forehead. That seems to be the best nickname for me as of late. Nothing I can do is right or enough or anything. Nothing I do is good. Nothing I do is awesome. I'm just one big walking, talking, breathing screw up. Go me.

Thanks for trying tonight. It means alot.

I might as well just go watch DBZ or something...

So I just dozed off for about an hour and I had a nightmare. First one in a long time to actually scare me. Lately I've been able to wake up from any and all dreams whenever I choose to. This one I could not wake up to save my life. Dreampt everyone was slowly turning into a zombie like creature. A virus had some how infected people and they were turning into these mindless things. Not your triditional zombie though. Instead of moaning "Brains" they just whispered like normal people and the moved kinda regular. No eatting brains at all or anything. Well, I can't say that for sure because the dream didn't progress to that point but it was certainly headding that way so maybe it was brains. All I know is seeing a pale feverish child whispering your name in a dark room is a little unerving when you've pinched yourself several times to make sure you're awake and it actually hurts. Woke up with several pinch marks on my arm. Same arm mind you and I had kicked my pillow across the room as I did in an effort to defend myself. Needless to say it's one of the more real dreams I've had lately and to be honest it freaked me out. It's kinda sad. I woke up all freaked looking around and wondering if it was real and the one person who I could talk to about it doesn't care at the moment whether I need them or not. Not going to name names so no one gives me shit but it would have been nice to have someone to talk to about it and maybe calm me down a bit. Oh well, no more sharp cheddar as a snack topped off with a movie about a virus. That and the characters of DBZ were zombie like with the black water mist and I watched like three episodes of it yesterday evening before my girl txted me after her nap. *sighs* No more sleep for me. Maybe a nice sausage and egg crosant breakfast sandwich and a bit of orange juice with a little TV, well it's 5 AM and I have to be up at 1PM so a lot of TV, will help. Go me huh?



On another note though, since I wrote about it on here right after, I now have reference for a novel idea. Usually I forget the major details of a dream once I wake up and try and shake the feeling, Now I won't. Might make for an interesting book. *tries to smile to cheer himself up*

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DestroyingAngel
06:53 Oct 11 2010

Some dreams are just so freaking intense huh?

You're right though, this one would make me wake up and do the same lol. Take the freaky details and write more about it, man...

I know it'll be good stuff! :P

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JustinDupree
17:14 Oct 11 2010

Thanks for the support. It's nice to know someone actually cares enough to comment. :)

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Would have been amazing to have had your help tonight. I needed you.

Wow. Just wow.

So I planned on telling someone else before I wrote this here but that didn't work out so well in my favor so I guess this is the best I can do with what I've been dealt.



I finished Final Fantasy XIII today for the first time. That game was pretty awesome. The last boss was insanely hard to finish and yet I some how managed it. Also, I decided to take it upon myself to make it a little more challanging. There's a guide at IGN where I looked up some of the missions to see what I would win once I finished them? Anyway, I read on there while trying to make sure that I get all of the treasures in the last area that the final boss is "nearly impossible to beat without buffs and staggering abuse." That sounded to me like a challange to anyone who wanted to take it to finish that boss without buffs or staggering. So, I took Hope off my team and replaced him with Vanille (Who I like better anyway, Hope is a pussy) and took it to him/her head on. No buffs at all. Then once the boss was near staggering I merely shifted to a combat clinic paradim and healed until it's chain bar ran out. Took me damned near an hour but I finally managed to take him/her out. I thought that was pretty neat considering he/she had more then 6 million hit points and was pretty hard to damage. Go me. Kinda lost the initial acomplishment once I couldn't tell who I wanted to tell first as I'm one to enjoy doing something most either don't bother to do or won't take the time to do in a video game. Kinda wanted to brag. Anyway, there you go. My little acomplishment today. Go me. Thumbs up. All that bloody retarted jazz. Hooray.

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ArmandII
21:06 Oct 06 2010

well congrants.

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